____beauty is not everlasting___

Monday, November 08, 2004

man o man...
im so frustrated.
i noe it's nt gd to display my lack of iq in public.
but.
i duno wad's exponential equations!
HELP!!!!!!!!!
how??how??how??
im screwed.n dere's dis damn test to c how much we learning tml?thk god dis's onli a course to revise n learn abit earlier.or else i wld end up coming to sch everyday for e hols.n u cant hav tt rite??i mean,it wun b a hol liddat.rite??

neways.
it's dad's bdae dis thurs.clashed w e bazaar's mock run.nt particularly lking 4ward to wishing him hapi bdae.i mean,yeah,he's my dad.but so..?? gtta admit dis lah.i dun really feel lyk he's my dad.i onli recognises him as e 1 providing e necesseties in my life arz.roof ova my head,food in my stomach tt kinda ting? yeahh.haix.

lol.gt so fedup tryin to explain to my mom on y e sch is spending so much money [e sch beta noe jux how much dey r spending!]..she jux gav up n pass mii for e $ for e tilemking session.abit lame arz actually.e course.i mean.i mean it's lyk we r nt allowed to kip e 'masterpiece'.lol.bleaghx.dey gona put it ard e sch or smt liddat.hope tt dey can giv us back e tiles wen we grad??haha.fat hope. -.-" knowing e sch,dey wld prob kip it til it's almox rotting or until dey find beta pieces to put up.

i tink dey gona lyk spray paint some of e walls..or smt liddat.duno wad to mk of it.i mean,it wld lk nice n everything,but dey wld surely b complaining abt ppl vandalising n den duno tok abt wad responsibility crap.lyk e student center case where e ear of a stuff toy gt ripped n guitar strings being stolen..[has it eva occured to e sch tt e courses hav dried out e money source n dose poor kids dun hav $ to get strings to replace deir brkn guitar strings?? crap] dun listen to wad i say.im abit mad rite now.so yeahh..nt in e rite mind arz.

hmm...i beta go n try to get some slp.at least i wldve some reassurance tt i wun fall aslp in e mid of e a-maths class.nt tt i eva had,but jux in case arz..u noe...in case..?? blah.wadeva.kaeex...buaii n nitex! =]

btw.e results of our posting is postponed to dis fri.for god-noes wad reason.lame ass lahx.lol.hannah [or krystal??] was saying tt mr pang dlted e files containing e results.hahah! cld b true,but i tink tt it's unlykly...lolx! iimagine if tt's true...? hahha! farnii...!

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