Thursday, February 24, 2005
so confused + frustrated + stressed rite nw.. >.< !!
haix..
m trying to tink rite nw..
hav absolutely no idea hw im gg to say dis.. budden.. eurgh.. i hav gt issues man.. cant tink strait. cant express myself properly.. gawd..
it's nt tt i dun wan to forgive u.. it's jux tt i doubt my ability to forgive n forget.. i REALLY wish to forgive u.. actually im at a lost of wad to say here cuz a) i hav no idea wad i wanna say and b)i hav no idea hw i feel abt e whole issue.
i tink ive gt lyk a slow reaction or wad.. cuz ytd wen u told mii b4 gg to slp,i wasnt lyk very shocked or wad.. i was jux lyk 'okae. yeah. so u did dis.' den dis morning wen im walking to mrt w my bro tt tym, i was lyk 'okae. so u did much more dan i tot u wld.' den during lesson tym i was lyk 'i cant believe u actualli did it.it may b in e mo. but.' - excuses excuses excuses..!
kk.
e abv was done during debate. n i has no ideaa wad im rambling abt.. haix.. so sry to every1... mk u guys worried.. =X bleaghx..
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